Felt sad, nothing to do so...so making this..

This is the 1st time, and is the 1st i never do it before...
Because i felt sad...
I felt lonely...
I have no friends in Singapore...
Like live in an area don't have sunshine, felt wanna die...
Think, no wan likes me...
I'm a bad guy, stupid person, ugly man, damn people...
No people will like to being friends with the XXX people(me)...
Maybe, this is the 1st i write down and the only 1 i write down...
I have no family.... I have no friends....


为何人身都那么的坚难，难道就不能简单一点吗？？
或许是我到来的时间错误了，也或许是我本来就不应该出现在这里。。。
是命运吗？是上天的安排吗？还是都是神在作弄我？

人人都这么说。。。开心是一点，不开心也是一天，为什么就不能每天都开开心心呢？
这样子不是很好吗？你开心，别人看见你也会跟着开心。。。
是真的吗？？为什么我察觉不到。。。只觉得生命是黑暗的，彷徨的，沮丧的。。。